I'm BORED!

i am SUPER BOOOORED!



I can't d0 something else USEFUL here in our house...



s0 what else?



FACEBOOK???


CHAT???


Playing my fav0rite MUSICS???



IPOD???



the helll!!!


I'M SO BOREEEEEDDDD!!!

Starting a new BEGINNING.

yesterdat=y...


I texted my m0m and my dad..


I app0logized t0 them...


because of my bad attitude...


my m0m and dad accepted my ap0l0gy and gave me a VERY INSPIRING QUOTE:



I want t0 share it with y0u guyz...



"Life is FULL of CHALLENGES and TRIALS ... That's why we are making sure that you are on the RIGHT PATH..."



after i finished reading it..


I cried because i remember the bad things that I did t0 them.


having 0ffended them many times...



but n0w...


I pr0mised t0 myself that


I w0n't be the PERFECT DAUGHTER that they will have but instead


the BEST daughter that they will l0ve f0rever,

I feel BAD.

I feel BAD t0day...


I wasn't able t0 g0 at Anji's h0use t0 celebrate her bday w/ my other friends...



but...


later THIS NIGHT...


we (with my FAMILY) will watch SHREK 3D



i understand what my m0ther and father is trying t0 tell me...


and its my fault if I didn't g0t their TRUST,,,



I kn0w my limitations...



but..


h0nestly..


there are really times that I decide f0r my 0wn..


and that is really bad...


:((



I will change my BAD ATTITUDES starting this day...


I sh0uld PUT THE WRONG ONES int0 RIGHT ones.


h0pe that I will regain their TRUSTS... :(

MISSING y0u. :(

everyday...


reminiscing the time when we were STILL t0gether...



the LAUGHTERS...



the TEARS...



the JOYS...


the FIGHTS...


his VOICE.


the way he talks t0 me...


EVERY TIME... he always tells me that HE LOVES ME very much...



:((



I'm Missing him BADLY...



i miz EVERYTHING ab0ut HIM...



i STILL l0ve HIm


but yet...


I have t0 let him g0...


find the right one f0r me.



He may seems t0 be the perfect guy f0r me...


my friends tells me that,



he is a VERY r0mantic pers0n


a very CARING one


I kn0w that HE TRULY LOVES me...



but if having him will be my last opti0n...


then i have t0 set him free...


i miss y0u Charles Lois Reyes.

UPCOMING events in my life,,,

there are may UPCOMING events in my life that I really need t0 have MONEY... :))



l0ts of m0ney... XD




anyway...



once in a while...


i just th0ught that I sh0uld have a b0nding time w/ my family


especially w/ my siblings...



jhemy Anne and Jemyr John... :))



but supp0sedly I d0n't really have the time t0 d0 this...



because i'm busy w/ other things in my life,,,




and im scared that i w0uld n0t d0 it this c0ming m0nths because I will be in c0llege already...




BUSY sched.


SCARY teachers ( I h0pe n0t)


and


MOUNTAIN full of assignments...



but h0nestly...


i'm excited on my first day of scho0l...



but TRULY...


i will miss my FRIENDS...



CKL,,, :((


my H.S batchmates...



my MOST l0ved section and classmates...


St. Louise de Marillac



but then


I HAVE TO FACE THE REALITY,



bye,,,,, :))



have a nice week ahead !

Have you ever HATED loving someone?

An article that I written BASED on my experiences WITH him f0r three years and 2 months.
COMMENTS will be APPRECIATED s0 much. Thanks guyz.



The worst thing that can happen to a person when she falls in love with someone else is to regret the choice she has made. You realize the person next to you doesn't suit you and you get to hate YOURSELF for LOVING HIM SO MUCH. Even if each day you try to convince yourself that you have TO LET GO and to try something else your heart doesn't allow you.



Your mind tries to present you all the negative aspects of your RELATIONSHIP, all that you hate about him, all the lonely nights when you didn't stop CRYING, all the days when he promised he wouldn't let you down and all the times when he did. but you can't just stop loving him. you hate yourself for being so weak in front of his charms and there are moments when you pretend you don't know anything and you act as if he were another person. You are the one who BLAMES herself for not having tried to do more for your relationship, when in fact he is the ONLY ONE responsible.



It is not a solution to blame yourself and to feel sorry for your lack of a strong character. You have to take drastic measures. You have to have the courage to say NO. NO to his so-called love, NO to a FALSE RELATIONSHIP that only COUNTS on you. There are moments when in each relationship you feel you hate yourself for loving so much a person, but these moments pass when things go better. But if you get to feel this each day of your life, when you spend the majority of your time CRYING INSTEAD OF LAUGHING then you have questioning what you have next to you or what you should have.



You have to respect yourself MORE, to see what you really deserve, you have to ACCEPT the FACT : "y0u'd better be ALONE than with a pers0n that DOESN'T deserve you."

searching f0r a new beginning

n0thing special happened t0day,,,



n0thing really special..


s0meone just made my day happy...


he made my day unf0rgettable... :))



i guess...


he is being nice t0 me...


but i HOPE


that HE IS DIFFERENT.

UNEXPECTED ending...

t0day is the birthday of my little br0ther Jemyr j0hn



but


there are EVENTS that 0ccured t0day...


SAD EVENTS that I didn't EXPECT t0 happen.


a friend of mine named: Maria Kristel Regis


died due t0 an accident happened this m0rning at infanta, Quez0n.


when I heard the sad news fr0m my tita..


i c0uldn't believe that she is dead already...



when i had my interview at LCC last m0nth...


I saw her with her nieces and her nephew...


she is still the beautiful and kind Ate Kristel that I met f0ur years ag0...



she will always have A SPECIAL PLACE in my heart...


I will never f0rget her...





R.I.P
Maria Kristel C. Regis


I LOVE YOU ATE TETEL... :*
I will ALWAYS pray f0r y0ur s0ul.
thanks f0r the mem0ries. :((

Learning the ART of LETTING HIM GO.

we just br0ke up.


GOD! It's VERY PAINFUL.


I did my part t0 be the best GIRLFRIEND.



I did EVERYTHING.


He did NOTHING.


h0w am I supp0sed t0 live WITHOUT him.



t0day...



I'm started t0 be a MAN-HATER



just because of HIM???



I GUESS... all the b0ys are ALL THE SAME...



they will make y0u FALL IN LOVE


but they will als0 make y0u FALL APART.



I th0ught he is n0t like THEM.



that he is DIFFERENT.



UNIQUE.


He will LOVE me f0r wh0 am I.


but


IT IS DIFFERENT.



i suffered EMOTIONAL DEPRESSION.


just because of HIM.



Lord kn0ws its KILLING me.



DEEP INSIDE.

just KEEP swimming... :))

go0devening every0ne...


just g0t h0me fr0m MEZZA c0nd0minium


BONDING TIME w/ my siblings

(jhemy Anne & jemyr John)


SWIMMING time this summer...



I LOVE IT!


because it is TOTALLY HOT here in Philippines...


anyway...


i had s0 much fun t0day...


NYTIE! :))

First day of the m0nth- May

I really had s0 much fun t0day...



I just g0t h0me fr0m R0bins0n Pi0neer with HIM...


anyway..


We b0ught the gift of baby Gia...


my first g0dchild...


ehhehe...



I'm s0 happy because f0r the first time I already have my g0dchild...


her baptism will be in Malate Church in May 9, 2010


THAT's MOTHER's DAY


OMG!


I still d0nt have my gift f0r my m0ther and als0 f0r my grandm0ther...


I have t0 save a l0t of m0ney this m0nth of May because...


I will be g0ing out on our h0use f0r tripping...


MALLING...


EATING...


Kicking s0me ENEMIES... LOL!


just kidding...


Nytie guyz!


s0 much l0ve

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